Our Secret

If the sun
could see
my pain
your pain

It would stop
shining
light gone

If the sky
could feel
this agony
burning
I have
you have

There would be
no blue
only black

If the trees
knew how close
I was
you were
to tears

Leaves
would fall
No more rustling
in the wind

They cant know
the sun, sky, trees
of this pain

Only you and I
Only we know

Our secret
Our pain
Our love

I ask –
again –
forgiveness

I would not trade what
we have
for anything
But this pain
burning
heaviness

I have done
this
to you
and to me

If the flowers would see me
cry
they would
cry too
In pain
shame

And with these tears
they would no longer
be flowers

I enter
We enter
an autumn and winter
hoping
hoping
for a spring

Your return
will be my
spring

I will survive this
winter
hoping
for the
spring

There is no survival
no life
no air
no breath
no heartbeat
otherwise

Hoping
Hoping
my great love
my friend
my student

I wait
I await

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15 July, 2012

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